Hey guys!
Wow what a long time it must have been. Like, more than half a year that I haven't been blogging? Indeed I'm such a lazy guy. Hm... so have things changed much during this more-than-half-a-year silence in the blogging world? Yeah, pretty much actually. No wait a min, it's pretty DAMN much, to be accurate. Seems like I don't sound too happy in my post huh? Well.... Yeah. Not when you are facing a rather serious current socio-personal problem in a place where you least expect it to. In addition to that, infesting my life right now are little creeps called 'doubt' which I prove too hard to get rid of them.
But no worries to all, because there is so much more to life that I can experience and enjoy and I would. Cheers!
So... on a happier note,
WELCOME BACK TO MYSELF!
I was actually reading my previous posts in this blog before I actually started writing on this one. And I found something fascinating? Interesting? Dunno what word to use. Anyway, I was comparing my earliest posts and my more recent posts and I found out that I sounded rather different in my eariler posts, noticably the late 2005 posts. I gotta admit that I seem to be a little bit more childish than what I am now. It may be a wonder how 2 years can actually change a person, since I'm 16 at that time and in a blink of an eye, I'm already going to be 18. Speaking of 18, the number didn't appeal to me at all. Why? Simply because of the fact that I'm older, and I am supposed to act mature and all those crap stuff etc etc.
Who says being 18, one can't do lame stuff and crack goofy jokes? As people grow together with me, (lol. sounds funny) somehow things started getting less and less funny. In the past, anything can seem to be a big fat funny issue. However, how often do we really have a good laugh nowadays? If it is something goofy and extremely lame, it will be seen as a cold joke (gurrrrr~) and no one would laugh. (duh) And being 18, if you crack lame jokes, some people will think of it as, well, lame! One of my friends actually told me that in order for my kind of jokes to be funny, people need to know me really well. I think it might be true. (If you need examples of my kind of jokes, just read my eariler posts in my blog) I guess it all comes down to cracking the right jokes with the right people? Hm..... and anyway,
time to sleep! haha. I still have tutoring session tml at twss! Have been really looking forward to it, maybe because I love to teach. Yeah.
Cya.
(I will be updating regularly now if I'm not wrong, because there are more things that I think are worth sharing nowadays.)
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